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losing another part of me​.​.​.

by mustoek

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up your spinal staircase to your heart where it all falls apart down the spinal staircase to where it all starts why do we fall apart why do we where does it all start
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have you ever woken yourself up just to see if it was really you, have you ever done that... thinking its you thinking it me thinking it just can't be true thinking it just can't be its all gotta be a dream...
3.
i can't go on i can't wait to see another limb cut from the tree no subtlety in futility no subtlety in hostility steeped in fragility with no viability flexibility, reliability, virility, no nobility in acceptability just rigidity no dignity for my disability just acidity, infinity liquidity proclivity implicitly a simile willfully guiltily and flippantly and indifferently my immunodeficiency and my super-conductivity ...as i lose another part of me ...another limb cut from the tree
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holy stars with the world as their eyes far away night and day they shine don't ever leave me her behind take me with you to a world that is kind sweet constellations take your time unfold my map like you unfold my mind i will follow you to worlds untold undress me here as try and grow cold and leave me as i get old...
6.
a heavy brain a heavy heart lead face sky words unsaid a fire word your fire face your Janus touch never traced a judged desire drained senses my hanging heart my hands are missing staghead tree your sterile stance walk the halls walk on the wings ...an infected sleep... credits
7.
hevensy hemmingway's highway my way, my day remember i didn't wait ...it's my way back my satellite dead brain convalescing in ruins tonight my rain red radiator orbiting here in an orange light you said never to let go but you won't know
8.
wind up bird is in a well by himself little wind up bird he knows through the wall wind up little freak take me through the wall into room 208 with a baseball bat my only escape credits
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driving the sleep from my mind doing what is assigned hide me with the confined they are misaligned my love has been lionized my thoughts incised we have realized our blood has been ionized driving the sleep from my mind doing whats been assigned thoughts of others lives they are beguiled and compromised driving the sleep from my mind it s all been ascribed what you have has been minimized love has been compromised you and i are silken eyed we wait with the polarized we are agonized thats why I'm driving the sleep from my mind
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i i can't run or hide from the sun no i can't win only hide within where have you been my life is within
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i know i am slipping away ever so gently losing myself in this novel by murakami between the lines i see snow and trees like a dream time follows me i know the room is rolling and the road is moving I'm trying to hold on but my hands and feet are swollen what am i to do tap tempo and and tape echo... woman on the train i see you women in the house i know you too drink me across the ocean dressed with this side to side motion tap me on my shoulder tap me I'm older tap me when i am colder never never never never... tap tempo and tape echo red panda she has it all and the particle she gonna let it go context is gonna battle before she falls tap tap tap tap

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the first of three albums written this year "losing another part of me" is a journey into painterly soundscapes, noise, and weaving cerebral passages of hospitalized chaos and uneasiness.

this album documents the hospitalized stage. songs such as "el cap" and "driving the sleep" lead you along winding paths of physical degradation and slipping grasps at reality. While "wind-up bird", "casting memories" and "sweet constellations" paint you vivid pictures of hope and dignity. mixed in are songs such as "waking up swollen" which bring you face to face with the physical and emotional struggle between perseverance and defeat.

each song paints you into a moment; that moment of realization and recollection where convergence and metaphor become your guide.

to be played at maximum volume...enjoy with headphones, enjoy with good speakers; but, please don't just listen to it with your smart phone speakers!

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released August 9, 2016

album art: mustoek
lyrics: mustoek
music: mustoek
engineering: mustoek
mixing: mustoek
arrangements: mustoek
production: mustoek
all instruments except where listed: mustoek

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mustoek Hamilton, Ontario

Originally from the UK mustoek fell in love with the creative process at an early age. Musically speaking, mustoek is best described as a mix of painterly sounds, ambient noise, punk sensibilities, sarcastic cynicism. All this locked into sweet melodic hooks rooted in non traditional song structures. ... more

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